The hard thing about spilling your guts online is that it has an emotional toll. Nobody did or said anything that was upsetting, as a matter of fact I’ve had a lot of nudges of encouragement from readers and otherwise. Instead the toll was opening up trauma, which was a Pandora’s Box of sorts. I’ll be fine and ultimately this is still the right thing to do, but reliving painful parts of our past can be tough. I’m hoping that this is the last time I really relive this stuff and I let it all go.