(Warning, some of this content may be disturbing for individuals who’ve experienced abuse) My step-father and mother fought constantly. These fights would often become physical with my mother escalating things. I have a vivid memory of my mother cornering my father and trying to…
I fully admit that I had a hard time managing my emotions about Beverly. I was kind to her because she didn’t deserve anything but kindness, but inside…
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Hello subscribers! Would you like to have a Zoom dinner with me and then see a “show” after? Over the next few months I’m hosting little dinner parties…
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Beverly (16)Listen now (12 min) | She's a punk punk, a punk rockerPunk punk, a punk rockerPunk punk, a punk rocker. - Ramones The Ramones tape I found on the groun…
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Wolfie (15)Listen now (10 min) | In the summer before the 6th grade, I experienced many transformations. I was moving on from elementary school and into middle sc…
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1987 part 2 (14)Listen now (8 min) | Towards the latter half of the 5th grade, the school opened up a computer lab, and I was allowed to visit it two times a week with…
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1987 (13) Listen now (8 min) | With my sister gone and all of my parent’s attention going to my baby brother, I was by myself a lot. In the summer of 1986, I bec…
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1986 (12)Listen now (10 min) | My teacher in the 4th grade, Mrs. Curran-Perkins, loved to have us write in our journals at the end of every school day. I found …
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