Sometimes after I write one of these posts, I have to think about it for a long time afterward. The last one was tough to write and relive, but I also had the realization that it was the first time in my life that I had to make a profound moral decision on my own without guidance. It was the first time I had to navigate life by “gut” feel. Every ounce of my body knew I had to say no.
Bet. #19 bf was Derek Babbitt or Hall, but here in 20, bf is Charlie, I might have missed one but will keep reading numerically, then go back
I guess I’m not ready to share my soul