I fully admit that I had a hard time managing my emotions about Beverly. I was kind to her because she didn’t deserve anything but kindness, but inside I was jealous of nature’s gifts. Beverly was the perfect trifecta - stunningly beautiful, smart, and interesting. She was already a swan and when she walked by, I couldn’t help but gasp at how magnificent she was. I started losing hope that I’d ever be a swan myself and went through a dark period of depression. I didn’t feel like I had much hope, but I did have something that I knew was true, I was intelligent and I was curious. That had to count for something. Remember, if I wasn’t beautiful, I had to be smart, and well, I felt like I had a pretty good noggin.
And this is why I got the fucked up reputation I did. No one listens when you present something logically, but they will sure as shit listen when you punch them in the face repeatedly. Sad but true.
Good for you for sticking it to Janine! Sometimes it has to be that way
And this is why I got the fucked up reputation I did. No one listens when you present something logically, but they will sure as shit listen when you punch them in the face repeatedly. Sad but true.
Its hard enough to fit in. Its worse when you were friends Prior to being the outcast. Brings back some sad memories of my own
Another great relatable real world story!